better tomorrow

for the remainder of this post, i am going to be honest.
i am going to tell you how absolutely furious i am right now, in addition to being 
upset,
sad,
embarrassed,
and anxious.
(and after this post, i will go back to being more positive – i promise)
i am so very tired.
physically (because it is the end of the week) and emotionally.
i feel like i cannot catch a break.
a few confessions…
i feel like my life is not going anywhere.
i regret several recently made decisions.
i have no idea what i want to do anymore.
i think i need to move home.
i got in a car accident today and i cannot look at the damage without crying.
my bank account is not doing well.
i am lonely.
it breaks my heart knowing how disappointed my parents are in me at the moment.
i am stressed about life, $$, my future, my lack of ambition, etc. 
i miss my faraway friends so very much.
sometimes i just want to walk away from my life and trade with someone else.
pity party concluded. 
thank you for letting me vent, again.
the good today would have to be the red velvet cupcake i ate for dinner. yep. 
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Comments

  1. Everyone should be able to vent a little. Is there anything I can do from a distance to help? Feel free to email me with your heart's content (mybilliedesigns@gmail.com).

    Is it okay if I'm a little jealous of your red velvet cupcake dinner??

    mybillie.blogspot.com

  2. Keep your spirits high lady bug. We all of those times where things are out of control. That's just your way of telling God "enough already!" He'll give you a break soon, just got to stick it out. I'm glad you're ok from the accident you were in today. Hopefully it was with another car and their insurance will take care of your damage.

    Hopefully you had red velvet cake for dinner AND dessert!

    <3 xo
    Meg
    @MissMegasaurus
    http://www.glamoroushustle.com

  3. I'm sorry, Megan 🙁 It might not be any consolation but I've definitely wanted to trade lives or start over too. You are not alone in feeling lost and not sure what to do with your life. It is hard but it helps to take it one day at a time, and sometimes sleeping on it makes a world of difference. Kelly and I will be on standby today if you need some cheering up!

  4. hang in there girl! its tough times right now. i have those feelings daily i feel like. i guess its all apart of being in your 20s.

    keep your head up!
    Xo Kelly

    *DONT FORGET TO ENTER MY GIVEAWAY*

  5. Aww, I'm sorry hun! 🙁 I had one of these exact days at the beginning of last year. Everything went wrong all at the same time and I just couldn't see past my problems. Don't worry though, the problems eventually went away, and this year I am much much happier! 🙂

    xx

  6. I'm so sad to hear that things are hard. I feel like sometimes life's highs can be sooo awesome…and then life's lows can make you hit rock-bottom. I recommend time with friends and family to make you feel better until the better times come back. And I truly believe that everything happens for a reason – I bet something good is just around the corner for you.

  7. Ahh I can identify with soo many of these feelings. Being a new grad too, I totally know what you mean about stressing over not knowing what I want to do for the rest of my life. I feel so lucky to have a job, but it's far from something I see myself being passionate about in the long run. And everything I think of as something I could be passionate about seems far fetched or unrealistic, ah! Stressful! And ditto with the bank account and feeling lonely. A lot of my good friends are on the road to marriage, and me? Far from it, it feels like. I guess real life can be pretty stressful sometimes, but good friends always make me feel better. I feel so lucky to have found Blog land. It shows me that I'm not alone in this whole stressful, post college, real life thing. Hope you're having a better day today! 🙂

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